So, the goddess has instructed me to stop taking pain medication, and I am down to the bare bones of medication. 

I hurt.

I think it is because it is too easy for me to lose touch with the body, and the body's ability to transmit feelings, and I have lost the ability to communicate with myself.

I am thankful for the opportunity to learn.

I am also in pain.

I also feel.

Shame. Pain. Happiness. Sadness. Fear. Joy. Excitement. Stress.