an amber bracelet on a wrist walking beside me
amber and silver beaded brooches
bead necklaces

i am supposed to be making jewellery i think

at least that is what i take out of today's meditation.

today i felt the Goddess in my meditation
hands and arms went numb, vision darkened, breathing quickened
i am still aware of my surroundings, but there is a feeling that i am about to travel to somewhere else.

i almost made it to another place, but i think i am stopping myself.

i think i could cross over.
it feels like seizuring, and i am afraid

the estos are right about there are 3 states where the soul leaves the body, because mine was about to today.

i think i may need someone to watch over me while i do this.